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i realise one should not care about what others comment about you.

people only judge on the outside and know nuts about what's happening.

they just have nothing better to do and interfere in other people's business.

choose to listen to what's correct and what's wrong.

get to know what's happening before you make any comments.

do not judge on the surface only.

most people are superficial and enjoy ruining things.

furthermore, you shall trust with your heart.

although it's not easy to do that, give the person that one and only chance to do so.

either you break it or achieve it.

to slowly earn one's trust is totally a different and difficult thing.

it's definitely not easy to earn trust like those newton's law and mathematical theories you study in school.

do not be complacent with it too.

be more sensitive about yourself and to the people around you.

i will rather you keeping silent than say the wrong things.

also, selfishness takes you nowhere.

remember, always be humble and modest.

scribbled by ibern @ 1:17 AM

i really admire people with courage, determination, and perseverance.

although you might lack of the qualities listed above, at least face up to reality and rectify the problem instead of yakking away.

you might solve the problem some time later but you have tried your best and faced the music. the word is try. do not give up because of a setback along the way. pluck up your courage and do so.

do not try to avoid the problem as the problem still stays. something is needed to be done. do not drag the problem for a long time as it is kinda bad.

problems are to be solved by yourself. relying on others will not help. it takes alot of courage to face a problem and solve it.

setbacks occur every now and then but tough times do not last. only people who are bold and tough do.

where's my courage, determination, motivation, toughness, luck, and fighting spirit?

i have to be strong and achieve what i want without any unscrupulous means.

*if only i could forgive and forget easily. it is like both your heart and mind are telling you two things. one says forgive but the other says do not forgive. why cant things be simple and everyone be naive?

scribbled by ibern @ 10:59 PM

bugis and plaza singapura.

today went bugis to shop.

before that travelled all the way from amk to pasir ris just to sell away my floorball stick. at least i made a good deal. shant reveal much about it. gave away my team t shirt and floorball t shirt also. no point keeping them. it was a long journey to pasir ris. damn. had to sacrifice my beauty sleep.

then i rushed down to bugis meet shuying, chin rui, and yi siong. since i was a little late, they went to the arcade to kill time first. strolled to bugis street and began our shopping spree. yi siong damn kan chiong, machiam like never buy clothes before. the first shop we went, he wanted to buy so many things. i let fate decide. decided to slowly shop. walked for some time and ended up i didnt buy anything. felt hungry at that time and we stepped back to bugis junction. i ate the slowest and all of them finished their food already. ended up they disturbed me by taking video of me gobbling down my food. there was one part where cat said sth, it was damn funny. cat said "ta chi dao machiam hor mei tian ten minutes you shi wan kuai na".

bought tickets for the movie, john tucker must die. yi siong has levis voucher, twenty five percent off from all levis products. since there is such a good offer, i decided to buy one or two pairs of jeans. however, they didnt have my size. therefore we decided to head down on friday to purchase levis products before the voucher expires.

later, we got into the cinema. the show was not bad. rather hilarious and entertaining. value for money. luckily yi siong got one extra gv voucher for the movie. three of us split and paid five bucks for the movie only. sat beside shuying. she is damn irritating can. both of us were hungry and i jokingly offered my hand. she really bit it. during the movie, i laughed and talked like nobody's business. machiam the whole cinema only got me. honestly, it's quite nice. story goes sth like this. john tucker was a playboy at first and lied to every girl he dated. though he went back to his stupid playboy ways in the last part of the movie. the movie was just so hilarious i couldn't stop laughing and if you fancy guys in thongs shooting hoops, go watchh! oh well, even if you don't, catch the movie too. jus gonna leak out jus this teeny weeny bit of the story. dun wish to be a spoiler. watch it guys! it's really nice! (:

all headed to their own home and i met up with my dad for dinner. chatted with him a little and he drove me back. the abalone bahchormee at thompson tastes not bad!

wendy: hey you! linked you already. see i so efficient. hahaha. ni hai hao ma? you finally blogged! seeya soon cute but im cuter xP

scribbled by ibern @ 12:59 AM

tdy entry!

tdy accompanied bear to buy bag. he bought the same bag as me, just tt it is white in colour. helped him save some buckaroos. he damn bodoh, wanna buy crumpler bag which costs ard 180 buckaroos. luckily i brought him to buy a cheaper and nicer bag. after tt, went burger king to makan. headed to play pool.

right after i went home and got a call from kongwei. then headed to play lan with jack and steven too. played till 6 and realised all of us were broke. managed to settle the debt. left and strolled to somewhere near east coast to slack. talked about some stuffs and joked around. jack didnt bring his house key which resulted in us slacking there for a period of time before his maid came to the rescue. went to shower first. i only had a few buckaroos at that point of time and hunger took its toll. went down with kongwei to buy instant noodles. wore tt gay, bunny-looking slippers tt i found at his hse downstairs. was hilarious, luffing together with kongwei. finished up our noodles and all of us went to bed. practically slept from 9 to 6.

scribbled by ibern @ 10:52 PM

camp

outta all engineering camps, this eeo camp i wento was the best engineering camp. i dun even know whats eeo until now. oops. it was a three days two nights camp. this entry was way backdated. i lost track of all dates already. haha.

i kinda forgot what happened so i will jus briefly describe abt it.

met up with jj and he was late! dunno why when i was at mushroom waiting for him, kinda expected the camp would be fun. jus had this unexpected feeling dunno why. haha. saw j with another guy who talked alot and damn friendly. since jj wasnt here yet so all of us went to cheers. on the way, saw some of my freshies. bsc were oso having a camp. then, went to the registration booth.

initially, i thought i would be put in the same grp as ppl i noe but it turned otherwise. was rather expected. i was put in a grp where everyone was so unfamiliar. haha. took some time to settle down. didnt really bother wad the ppl infront were briefing. there was one part where they were introducing the new esc maincomm. j was introduced, s and i cheered and clapped damn loudly. made him real awkward but that was fun. haha.

i think i lazy to blog in details alrdy so jus fast forward.

some random stuffs tt happened in the camp:

had a sweet and patient girl to be your mass dance partner!

you got a chance to disturb any girl you want when they are blind folded. tap their shoulders and knock their head. haha.

the scavenger hunt was fun. putting tootpaste on our faces. piggybacked noisy girl. squeezed into handicapped toilet and shouting a cheer. took a sexy pic. holding hands throughout scavenger hunt. etc etc.

during the first day, i slept like a prawn can. the aircon was extremely cold. moreover, i didnt have a sleeping bag or jacket. actually there was this girl who wanted to share her sleeping bag with me but that night i went to bond with other groups people. had fun. we were playing indian poker. indian poker is a game whereby each person draws a card and the person who gets the smallest card loses. the card is put on your forehead and you have a chance to laugh at the ppl around you. i sat beside steven and another girl called "sway kia". i dun know her name. she damn unlucky, theres one person who got an ace of spades and she could get an ace of diamonds. hahaha. as long she hits you, youre cursed! during the game, kept teasing and joking around. did silly forfeits such as getting hit on the hand, drinking water and etc. i barely had sufficient sleep. slept like two hours only.

second day, i "koup-ed" wendys sleeping bag. haha. she was nice to lend me. anyway it was still damn cold. at some intervals i would wake up, tossing and turning around. saw others who were feeling cold too. was so cold until i pushed steven away and wrapped myself with the sleeping bag. hahaha. in the end, he hugged me. damn gay. luckily, theres no one having concert(snoring) at night if not i would slap tt person. HAHA.

sharing soap, shampoo, and toothpaste with others. hahaha.

wearing slippers throughout the camp. think they shld let us wear slippers when playing water games cause most of us took off our footwear. played three way captains ball with slippers. wow. scored and assisted alot of goals. obviously damn tiring. ran like a monkey.

you got to laugh so hard with people you hardly know.

you got to see some cute girls doing pole dance. it was good, the guys loved it!

you got down, got wet, covered in flour accompanied with lotsa grass, and loving it.

disturbing people, poking ppls faces. classic looks on their faces.

having lunch and all of ur groupmates dumped their vegetables to you. got a mountain of vegetables for lunch!

asking people to ask where was i.
i: guess where was i jus now.
s: where were you.
i: ZAI NI XING LI (in your heart).

asking people whether they were tired
i: are you feeling tired?
c: yes, quite tired.
i: you know why youre tired?
c: why?
i: cause im running through your mind.

the performance night, i couldnt understand what the hell was our group performing. haha. there was the gaysha, prince, and ....? i was the prince and my role was to strip and rape the gaysha. after that, was sabotaged by my grp to go on stage. damn dumb and embarrassing. emcees moved our hands and legs and did some ridiculous poses. was rather gay and pervertic. did nerd pose too. pulled my pants rather high. haha. had fun boo-ing others and throwing light sticks. haha. after the performance, was secretly attacked by water bombs and a huge water gun. there was this conversation among three of us:
i: hey xl, lets grab s and taupok him. before tau pok-ing him, lets make him wet.
xl: okay.
s: hi ivan, im jus behind you. you think i never hear ah?

lols. in the end, i was grabbed by them and was the first to be attacked. some unknown girls i couldnt see clearly attacked me with water bombs. s and xl tried to pin me down but failed cause i damn strong. hahaha. since i was already so wet, decided to wet others too.

lastly, not forgetting the friends i made in the camp. seriously im feeling nostalgic already.

i noticed something, however loud youre. u guess theres still a shy side in all of us.

also realised i looked and behaved damn kuku in camp. crapped, lamed, joked, teased, played around. totally no image. threw all my face. haha.

my group people. some were rather quiet and cool. they could jus stone there while the rest were playing games.

shall end the entry here. only noe how to upload one pic. cheers!

so lately, ive been wonderin
who will be there to take my place
when im gone, youll need love
to light the shadows on your face
if a great wave should fall
it would fall upon us all
and between the sand and stone
could you make it on your own

if i could, then i would
ill go wherever you will go
way up high or down low
ill go wherever you will go

and maybe, ill find out
the way to make it back someday
to watch you, to guide you
through the darkest of your days
if a great wave should fall
it would fall upon us all
well i hope theres someone out there
who can bring me back to you

runaway with my heart
runaway with my hope
runaway with my love

i know now, just quite how
my life and love might still go on
in your heart and your mind
ill stay with you for all of time

if i could turn back time
ill go wherever you will go
if I could make you mine
ill go wherever you will go

scribbled by ibern @ 12:01 AM

finally went to watch CLICK with eesiong. i rate it 4 outta 5 popcorns! it was unbelievable nice and touching at the ending part of the show. dunno whoever in the show said something like once things are done, tthe process cannot be reversed. at the ending part, adam sandler knowing that he will die soon. he lived with regrets because of the remote controller tt kept fast forwarding his life. before he was going to "die", he did something tt cost him his life and didnt regret doing it. before he died, he passed a note to his wife tt wrote "will you still love me in the morning?". damn sad until tears were rolling inside my eyes. must control my tears wht cause bear sitting beside me. alot of ppl cried. it was damn touching. i overheard the small boys sitting behind us saying "after movie ends, faster go home and dun let ppl see us crying". they cried damn loudly can. there is a saying, "nan ren liu xue bu liu lei". but still u cant control your emotions. hahaha. there is also another quote he said, if i didnt remember wrongly i think is "everything i do i disappoint somebody?". quite sad. people who havent catched the show, its a good movie and worth your money.

after movie, went to meet cat. versus them and "TOK" them in pool although didnt really win alot. like quite even. haha.

next day, damn power. didnt sleep much. slept at three or four and woke up at seven. went to ades condo. went swimming. the weather was damn good for sleeping! i "chut" pattern. took 169 instead of the usual bus 853. luckily the bus goes to yishun. the weather damn cold as it rained just now. we were prepared to jump down the water but i was reluctant to do so. the water DAMN cold. so i told them lets jump down together. counted 1 2 3 and guessed what? we all didnt jump. haha. jumped into the water after tt. was adjusting to the pools temperature but failed. awhile later, we went to jacuzzi. this time round, the water damn hot until i think can cook egg man! haha. soaked myself in the jacuzzi. then was not that hot anymore, was kinda warm.

fast forward abit. played dota at some yishun lan shop. the system there is good. shld consider going there next time. moreover, price is cheap and reasonable. then proceeded to play basketball. woah. played for ard five hours. feeling real lethargic. fatigue is taking a toll on my body. can feel some muscles aching already. wore slippers to play basketball. in the end, gotten a few blisters on both legs. left the basketball court and gone to eat at chomp pang. missed a chance to taste the western food there. heard its nice. the fish and chips are real big, can compare to fish and cos one. price is obviously alot cheaper. too bad, dunno why shop didnt open tdy.

stop all writings here. damn tired. shall take a rest now! thats all for tdy.

alvina: sure not. find for me. i want a girl who has a good character, sweet, loving, pretty, cute, and etc. not too much right? hahaha. okay find one then! xP definitely remember okay? maybe bday song i deliberately dun rmb only. HAHA.

seok: zai right? haha. tweety rocks. =DD

scribbled by ibern @ 10:53 PM

aba aba

was out for almost the entire day. damn tired. had steamboat with radon peeps. there was this someone who is insensitive and doesnt think before talking. cant stand it already. whatever she says is too straightforward. she really is getting on my nerves. dun really hate her but just wanna voice it out. in the midst of cooking the food, was rather amusing watching jackson and kaiwei disturbing one another. weiqi and suting can cook rather well cause i "kouped" most of the food from them. i only went to get the food and ice cream. nice seeing all of them after so long. reminisced about camp memories. all of us are still are so bonded even though we are busy with our stuffs. theres someone very persistent in organizing gatherings for us which is none other than suting. without her, there will be no gatherings. then left the place ard ten plus, rushed down to sentosa. "krunked". went home in the morning and slept till i-dunno-what-time. nothing beats sleeping on my tweety bird bed. =DD

seok: mock lor. at most i cry onli. :( leave it to fate laa.

alvina: where got? agustina had one already. dun tell me u like girls? haha. why dun u be the matchmaker okay? find one for me. xP your bday still long to go can? haha.

yuanting: sweetsssss!

scribbled by ibern @ 10:07 PM